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And other embarrassing gaffes.
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Yes, this is Kristin Kenzy, sliding into your inbox on a SUNDAY with this weekās issue of Drunk Business Advice.
Iām going to try this weekend thing for a little while.
Let me know how you feel about it.
š»THE DRUNK BUSINESS ADVICE
š No one cares about your gaffes as much as you think they do.
š Laughter is a f*cking superpower. Use it liberally to recover.
š And if you screw up ā tell someone. I guarantee it will make you feel better.
And now ā the story behind why this advice matters.šļø
Heavy bats, nimble balls, and loose lips.
Spring has sprung!
Happy opening weekend to all the baseball fanatics out thereā
Like my husband, who is an obnoxiously unapologetic Phillies diehard.
And if you follow baseball, you know that itās been a decent few years to be a Phillies supporter, having made the playoffs three years in a row, and nearly clenching the World Series in 2022.
The teamās success is due in small part to one particularly talented right-fielder with an aptitude for smashing homers ā Nick Castellanos.
But Castellanos has a rather vulgar (albeit flattering) nickname. š¬
One night, my husband was watching a playoffs game, and texting with his fantasy baseball league-mates, when Castellanos hit his 5th home run in 3 gamesā
A first since Reggie Jackson in 1977.
My enthused husband jumped up, cheered loudly at the TV, and quickly grabbed his phone to celebrate with his friends by text-chanting Castellanosās moniker:
š BIG DICK NICK!
But as quickly as excitement had consumed him, it faded into dreadā
For he had not text-chanted Castellanosās nickname to his league-mates.
Instead, he sent it to a dozen little old ladies who had formed a group chat to coordinate visits to his mother in her nursing home. š¤¦
Whoops.
I saw it, and fell on the floor laughing.
But my poor husband was mortified ā so much that he requested I donāt tell anyone, even though itās the funniest shit ever.
Itās taken him 18 months to get over his embarrassment, and allow me to tell this story.
Why?
Because gaffes keep us awake at night
I still get a pain in my stomach every time I think about the time I used the word āwhimsyā instead of āwhimā in a meeting with a Senior Vice Presidentā¦
ā¦Or the time I accidentally CCād about 100 customers who were supposed to be BCCād on an email, thus accidentally sharing private email addressesā¦
ā¦Or the time I used the term āfor shits and gigglesā with my Australian boss while trying to convince him to let me do something, only to learn that this is most definitely NOT a universal term in the English languageā¦
Iāve had way too many cringe moments. Source: Giphy
ā¦Or, last week when I forgot to hit āsendā on a ghostwriting clientās newsletter, after putting a shit-ton of work into making it awesome for himā¦
Unfortunately, the list goes on. š¬
Unlike times of failure where we learn important lessons, or times we tried our very hardest and just couldnāt get across the finish line ā gaffes are just plain misery.
Theyāre stupid mistakes.
We knew better.
We were careless.
We f*cked up.
And now, we have to live with the embarrassment.
Or do we?
Embarrassment isnāt a life sentence
Why do gaffes haunt us like some shamey little poltergeist, popping up at 3am to whisper āremember that time you forgot to lock the bathroom door, and your co-worker walked in on you changing your tampon?ā.
Because our brains are wired to overestimate how much other people care about us.
Itās a phenomenon called the spotlight effect.
Weāre all the stars of our own melodramas that nobody else is watching. Source: Tenor
Thereās a little gremlin inside our heads that makes us believe everyone noticed, remembered, and judged us for our screw-up ā when in reality, most people were too busy thinking about their own shit.
āWe tend to think weāre being noticed more than we actually are,ā says social psychologist Thomas Gilovich, who coined the term.
But others rarely notice our mistakes. And if they do, they donāt care.
šļø Embarrassment is a self-centered emotion.
Itās your ego thinking youāre the main character in everyone elseās story.
Youāre not.
But just knowing this may not be enough to get over your most embarrassing moments.
The neuroscience of moving on
Our brains are built to replay negative events more than positive ones ā a little survival trick called negativity bias.
But that doesnāt mean weāre stuck there forever.
You can actually train your brain to stop cringing every time the memory pops up, using a technique called cognitive reappraisal ā reframing the event in a more humorous or compassionate light.
Instead of:
š āIām an idiot for texting āBig Dick Nickā to the grandmas.ā
Try:
š āI accidentally created the wildest group chat story in nursing home history. Youāre welcome, Barb.ā
This stuff is real.
MRI scans show that people who regularly reframe their thoughts have less activation in the amygdala, the part of our brains responsible for fear and shame.
But I have a personal tip that has really helped meā
Share. That. Shit.
This is something Iāve only recently figured out, and I wish I knew soonerā
When I share embarrassing experiences with others, it reduces the emotional sting.
Vulnerability, as it turns out, isnāt a weakness. Itās a release valve.

It feels sooooo goooood. Source: Giphy
And it elicits trust on both sides. Anytime I disclose something embarrassing, I feel closer to the person Iām talking to, and I feel less shame about the embarrassing thing.
Which helps me quickly find the humor in it.
And Iāll tell you what ā laughter cuts through my anxiety like a good bourbon through my willpower.
Youāve messed up. Probably more than once.
And youāre going to mess up more. Hopefully in increasingly hilarious ways.
So if youāve done something dumb, hereās your permission to not just cry about it to your therapist, but fess up to your friendsā
Or even post about it on LinkedIn like a goddamn warrior. ā
Cheers! š»
-Kristin :-)
P.S. ā Feel like opening up? Hit reply and tell me about your most embarrassing moments. Itāll help, I swear. š